disrespect, that's what it is.

I wake up in a sour mood. No, not sour mood. No, I'm pissed with a capital P!

Ash and I went to bed around 1am last night. The crazy, selfish, thinks-the-world-revolves-around-her roommate hadn't come in yet. I was just about to sleep when I hear the jingling of her keys. When she opened the lock, she sounded as if she was busting the door down. Didn't have a problem because I'm pretty used to her being as loud as can be. I swear, if she was in war or something, she'd probably get captured because she's so frickin' loud. I'm just telling the truth...so then she proceeds to enter the room. I don't know if she was tripping over crap or what but she was banging crap like nobody's business. Then, and this is what pissed me off, she goes and turns her lamp on.
Now mind you, I don't have a problem with lamps. It's when the frickin thing doesn't have a SHADE on it. Okay, so picture two roommates asleep and the other turns a lamp on without a shade so the room is lit up like a frickin Christmas tree. I wanted to slap her silly. Total disregard for other people. Total disrespect.

Before that, she was already on my nerves because she brought a guy up to the room and he goes and says something disrespectful about ash and me. It wasn't earth shattering but seriously, you don't come into someone's room and disrespect them. Like who the heck (I'm trying to water my language down because that word is nowhere near what I'm saying in my head) does he think he is? I didn't say anything because I was on the phone with my brothers and I didn't want them hearing me cursing out a jackass. The worse thing was that my roommate was already buzzed/drunk when she walked in the door only to walk out again.

And then she has the audacity to text my friend who was in the room and say sorry. Like, seriously? Don't frickin apologize to my friend. Apologize to me and Ash. We frickin live here. Again, disrespect.

I swear, I've never had to deal with a person so wrapped up in themselves and all I need is an opening to where she apologizes to us for last night or something so I can tell her off FINALLY! This has been going on all year and all this is like boiling over...

Trying to calm down through writing but it's just not doing the trick. She needs to know her place and that she's not better than the rest of us.