a dream is a wish

As you know, Valentine's Day is tomorrow and despite the fact that I basically just posted a semi-cynical post about the holiday, I still have my wishes.

Mind you, I have never had a valentine. I think the whole thing is proposterous. I wouldn't want a man for just a day. The thing is, I've never had a boyfriend, never been kissed. I finally went out on my first date but that turned out to be just that, a date. Nothing less and definitely nothing more. The holiday hasn't really affected me that much because, well, ignorance is bliss and since I don't know what it feels like to have any of those things, I suppose I'm not really missing much. I can't really miss something I've never known. Jesus has been my valentine for the past 18 years and I suppose this year won't be any different. I don't mind. He's the best valentine I could wish for and He loves me every day and shows me that love so I suppose I can't and won't complain.

However, my mind does wander into the caverns of my romantic side and seeing as how I've liked this guy almost a full 2 semesters, my wishes have become more and more. As some of you know and have been following my journey with the man who has my heart, I would love for something to happen between us tomorrow. Sadly, you won't know of my full dreams because if I tell them then they won't come true.

Have a wonderful Valentine's Day!



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