Friday, October 9, 2009

Squeal of Delight!

I was checking my Yahoo! mail and a message from Michael Buble's fan site was in my box. I opened the piece of mail half expecting an advertisement for a mug of Michael's mug for 20% off with membership. What I got was ten times better.

I had to stifle a squeal.

My mind sparked as I realized Buble's new CD "Crazy Love" comes out today! I am super excited. I became a Buble' fan around the same time I discovered Josh Groban's sweet, sweet musical voice. I found Groban first and swooned. Then as I was perusing Borders.com for Groban's then new CD, Awake, I saw in the suggestion box Michael Buble. I meandered over to Youtube to sneak a peak and fell in love with his buttery voice.

<----  I'm sorry. But can we just pause a second and appreciate the oh-my-gosh hottie now displayed on my blog. He looks SO good with a little five o'clock, does he not?


Moving on...

The album I own was his recent one, Irresponsible, but now my heart swells as I anticipate the purchase of "Crazy Love".

If you are out and are in desperate need of some new music (which we so frequently are) swing by your nearest fye, borders, barnes 'n' noble, target, wal-mart, WHEREVER, and pick up a copy of Buble's latest.

Here's the list of songs on the album:

Cry Me A River
All Of Me
Georgia On My Mind
Crazy Love
Haven't Met You Yet*
All I Do Is Dream Of You
Hold On*
Heartache Tonight
You're Nobody Till Somebody Loves You
Baby (You've Got What It Takes)
At This Moment
Stardust
Whatever It Takes (bonus track)
*co written by Michael Bublé

I'm quite excited to hear his co-written songs. I definitely think he should write some more of his own ...maybe he will in. All in due time.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Thoughts came back...he didn't

The memories came back today. I thought I had fought them off, but, alas, as I was reading my medieval world homework, he came back to mind. I fell asleep, thinking I could get rid of him just as quickly as he came. I awoke unsuccessful. '

The questions came back, too. Why hasn't he written me? What's going on? Where is he?

I thought I was good to move on. I pondered over these opportunities that are opening up:

I bumped into my basic news instructor today and she beamed over me, saying how proud she is of me. She then began to tell me about magazines and newspapers, stating matter-of-factly that I'm ready for them. When I came back to my dorm, to my thoughts, I just kept thinking of him smiling and nodding in approval. He would be proud. He was proud when he was here, encouraging me and flashing a smile every time I talked about the successes. He never said he was proud, but I could feel it: the awe of the compliments as he saw them unfold--one by one.

In light of these thoughts, I think it's time to share what I wrote a few weeks back when I was thinking of him as I am now.

1


It’s been seven years, a

Short but long seven years

Since I have seen your face,

Hugged you tightly.

The cicadas are calling the trees and

Likewise, my soul calls for you.

“Where are you?”-“Where are you, my love?”

2

Oceans surround the earth with their crashing waves

Their dark curtains, rolling and flowing,

Trying ever so hard to destroy the ships that

Rise and fall with the motions.

They taunt.

“Try. Just try and get passed us.”

The waters dance in too-soon victory.

These dark crashing waters separate us.

3

But, oh, my love—though I in flesh am far away—

My love leaps and bounds and flies over the waters,

Over those high crashing monsoon tides,

Finds you

And surrounds you—unbeknownst—

Like a fluttering ethereal spirit

My love surrounds you

Where you tread

Wherever you lie

4

Men gaze, stare, and catch my eye

But they look away, for they see

In my eyes a soul not there, a

Girl whose soul, they know, is with

Another

“She gave her heart too soon.

Love grasped her too tightly, too quickly,

Too quickly.”

5

Too quickly? I ask. Is it all so

Harmful to truly love?

Though you are not near to me in body

You are with me in spirit.

Though you packed my heart among

The other possessions you took—oh! How you possess me!--

I have never felt so alive!

Love, if awakened early, is harmful

Love that has pricked the heart

At just the right moment is

Wonderful

To love the right one

Is as natural as breathing

For love, that age-old ‘motion, is

Air for the soul

My love, though your flesh is far,

In my slumber, amidst the many

Flashes of color, behind my lids

You are there.

6

It’s been seven years, a

Short but long seven years

Since I have seen your face

Hugged you tightly.

The moon is full and all is quiet

As is my heart.

For I know tonight,

I will dream of you and will continue

To dream

Until the day our hearts join again.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Monday, Monday

Mamas and the Papas were right about crying on Mondays.

I bumped into Courtney, one of my friends I met in my journalism classes, and she said she's making journalism her minor and majoring in entertainment industry studies. E! here she comes! She said she cried about two times today before 9am!! I'm thinking the stress and tests are getting everyone down lately.

I was talking to Tara, a girl in my group for covering diverse, and she feels so overwhelmed with all the stories we have due in the course of the semester. I feel overwhelmed as well. If I cut out that class, I think I would be ten times less likely to pull my hair out.

Tempers and stress levels are running high this semester, more so than they were my first semester at Belmont. It seems the teachers wanted to be harder. I can just picture the teachers congregated in a room, discussing how they can make our lives a living hell and still convince us it's in our best interest.

I know that's certainly not true but it gives an answer to this wave of stress that consumed all of us as we arrived to Belmont. An answer, no matter how inadequate, is still an answer.

My brother, Alan, surprised me last night with a phone call. I love that! He went to his friend's quinceanera and had a blast. My mom sent me pictures of him in his suit and let me just say, he probably got a few girls' numbers Saturday night. The thing with Alan is he's very particular about he dresses, especially when it comes to dressing nicely. He's also a musician so the girls in his sophomore class think he's so cool. He's writing his own songs and I know every time he calls me, he wants me to hear his new one. Alan cracks me up.

He really had me cracking up with his hunting story.

Austin (my brother 18 months younger than me) and Alan (4 years younger than me) received their bow hunting license for this season. They have become obsessed with hunting since then. Austin got a job and with his money he's earned has bought camo, corn to bait the deer, and a blinder to protect themselves from the elements when they're in the deer stand.

A group of about five deer came around the boys and Austin went to shoot and missed. They got out of the deer stand and went to scout the deer. Austin drew back his bow and...hit a tree. He mistook the tree for a deer (wha??).

The boys are scouting again, and Alan finds a groundhog roaming around. The groundhog looks at him and starts smelling him and waddling around. Alan looks to his right and sees a little grey mouse also staring at him. Alan's a little freaked out about that but he doesn't do anything to the rodent. The mouse and groundhog stay around Alan for a little while until the groundhog waddles into his hole and the mouse runs away. For a few moments, Alan was the male version of Snow White. How quaint!

Austin and Alan go back into the tree stand and while the wind is whipping and the sky is grey, Alan falls asleep in the stand. He wakes up to find Austin walking back to the house without him!

"What the heck!" he thinks to himself and climbs out of the deer stand and walks back to the house.

"Why'd you leave me?" Alan asks Austin as he walks into the kitchen.

"I thought I had to go to the bathroom but I changed my mind," Austin says while getting something to eat. "You're in the house now so stop complaining. We'll go out later."

When Alan told me that, I started cracking up! I told my friends the story and they just shook their heads and chuckled to themselves.

Alan also told me a doe was standing right in our front yard. I told him the deer are just waiting to be shot and eaten, so here's hoping they get a deer. Chili made with deer meat is the best and I've missed that for such a long time.

The weather is getting colder and autumn is settling in here in Nashville. It's so glorious. I can't wait until the leaves start to change. That's when the campus turns magical for a few weeks...

Saturday, October 3, 2009

The way you make me feel!

Songs in iMind:

Nothing Left to Lose--Mat Kearney

Use Somebody--Kings of Leon

Destressed Saturday once again and enjoyed this beautiful weather.

Sometimes, when there's a lot of work ahead of you, you just need to do something that makes you feel good. Today was the perfect day to do nothing but something all at the same time.

Ash and I got up around 10am and went to Cabana Tan near Franklin to get our tan on. 20 minutes later and we were nice and toasty, praying we weren't as badly burned as we were the first time. It's been a whole day and I still haven't seen any redness; I'm thinking that's a good sign.

After tanning, we went to grab brunch with Amanda and Martha at the caf. Joy...It was preview day today so there were a lot of extra kids, a lot of parents. Wowzers.

We then went to Old Navy and Wal-Mart. I had to get a new pair of jeans and ink for my printer. $32.00 for ink!! The vexations of a college student. We then went to McKays where I was hit on by a bonafide creeper. Despite the sudden urge to vomit over the situation (I didn't by the way), I did pick up some Nicholas Sparks. Though he is on the "depressing" side, where all of his books are sad one way or another, he is a fantastic writer! I picked up "The Notebook" and "Nights in Rodanthe". I've seen the cinematography of "The Notebook", but I think the book will be ten times better. I'm excited. I've started on "Nights in Rodanthe" first, though, because I haven't seen the movie so I can't expect anything to happen.

A very nice night was spent in the prayer chapel with Martha. I'm working on my special project and she's sort of my Simon Cowell. However, she thinks everything is great! Which I mean that's great but I want this project to be perfect. We'll see how it turns out. We're returning to the chapel tomorrow night (that is, after my article is written). I'm feeling very relaxed about this article so we'll see where this all goes.

I think that's enough typing for one night. Have a wonderful rest of the weekend everyone!

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